Yes, I am going to deactivate this account. I will be making a new one. I want a fresh start. To many bad memories on this one. I was going to change the name but they keep it associated with the old name and that's not what I want. If you want to know my new account name, note me. I will give it to you.
I am nervous to do this...not 100% sure I truly want to. I can never come back to this account when its gone. Change is difficult but I need it. It will take awhile though. Im going to slowly move things over.